Monday, January 16, 2006

Loosing Family

It’s when the night draws close that I get the fear. The graying of the sky above, watching it slowly decay into blackness. All of my dreams and loves which have fled me so many years ago, come back at that moment just before the sky falls away.

I sit back wherever I am, wanting to know how it could have been. Loosing family and friends, always looking for new family but almost always turning up short. The short conversations I have are always fleeting. Once and again I will come across someone from my not so distant past, the wonder and distinction they put on me. “Bob, hey Bob, nice to see you.” “Gee your doing well.”

Look; be it true, I’ll eat out of a can, box or dumpster; just give me my family back. Because nothing is worse then a stab in the heart.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Bad for you

Little girl, don’t you know I’m no good for you. You really should know better. Ask me no questions and I’ll tell you know lies. And my eyes, little girl, their not brown, their blue, blue, blue as you.

I watched mother die eating a tuna sandwich. I didn’t laugh and I didn’t cry. I just waited for dear old dad to come by, But he never came.

I once capitulated to a photograph of Eva Braun and I gratified my self to who? None other then you. Oh little girl you really should know better, I’m just bad for you.

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